Saturday, February 09, 2008

i got nothing

actually i do have something. last night i went on this date to the planetarium and while i was there i realized that it had been exactly a year since the last time that i had been there. i then looked down at my ticket and realized that i was going to see the same show: stellar evolution. as i sat down in my seat with my date right next to me, i also realized that it was the same presenter. needless to say that after the date was over, i had to sit back and laugh about it all. my roomates thoroughly enjoyed their first time through the planetarium.
yeah, i just don't know what to do this year for valentines day because pizza with ashley, andrea, and red head ben seems to be out of the question. there is actually this guy named peter who has the eagles last concert on dvd so we might watch that. that would be cool.
as jackson and i were walking home from the creamery today and after we were done talking about the usual topics of men and friendship and such, i then had a thought. i was thinking about how i am able to quote books, movies, tv shows, and youtube clips, but why can't i quote the scriptures like that, or the general conference talks. it was just a thought, but i'm thinking about doing something about it.
well, i think that's all for the day, things seemed really hilarious today because i was so tired, the headache has finally gone away, which i am happy about. but it was really funny during the leadership training meeting, because all of my roomates, and the guy that was sitting next to me all fell asleep, and i just sat there and laughed quietly to myself.
tonight i'm going to watch the bourne identity with a few of the roomies(except for jackson, because she has a date with her man) and peter. we will probably come back and play some guitar or watch a movie or something.
peace out kids, i hope the day is well for everyone, and too bad there is no grandmas house tomorrow, i miss you all. CARI--IT WAS EXCELLENT SEEING YOU THIS WEEK, WE SHOULD SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN AT GRANDMAS HOUSE TWO SUNDAYS FROM NOW!! KEEP IT OPEN. i look forward to seeing you all at grandmas house at the next time she has dinner.

Thursday, January 31, 2008

perhaps my ultimate demise, or just reliving the past. . .

so, reliving the past, i would rather prefer not to, but i guess that's what i do the best. so here comes the secret. so at the end of last semester, i ended up kissing this guy, and then i left to go to vegas, and then home. i wasn't expecting to see him again because he's going on his mission, but he surprised me by showing up on the first day of classes. yeah!!! so we were dating and everything, but this last sunday i called it off, because it wasn't right.
so, what i have found out since then reminds me remarkably of my last boyfriend. let me sum up to the best of my ability. adam swope and i grew up together, were best friends, and then we started dating. i decided that i didn't want to date him anymore because i felt as if he would perhaps like to force his way. i decided that i would like to be his friend and everything, but when i called it off, it turned immediately from love/like to emnity and hatred. i watched him date this other girl just to spite me. i could never find any time to hang out with him anymore unless she was there. he was trying to tell me what i was missing out on. i don't regret the decission that i made, but i'm tired of paying for the fact that i said no. sorry, that was actually remarkably long, but remember, the new boyfriend story is a lot like this.
so last night one of my best friends came over to my house and said, you know what your boyfriend is a jerk. i stated that he wasn't my boyfriend anymore, but why would she think that. she then replied i want to break his legs. and i said, oh he's a player, because when she wants to break peoples legs, it means that they are players. I GOT PLAYED!!!!!!!!!!! that's what my roomates are trying to tell me, but the honest to goodness truth is that i just don't care anymore.
my roomates want me to exact my punishment on him. they want me to completely own him but here are some reasons why i just don't think it's a good idea.
number a. will it actually make me feel better? i don't think that it will because from many of my previous fights i always feel like i should apologize afterwards. if i hit him, i would feel like a jerk, and why feel like a jerk when i don't need to?
number b. if i hit him, i would probably break my hand, because my hands are stupid, not really made for punching. i'm going to be on drumline next year, and i would rather be able to practice so i can move up in the drumline.
number c. it would pretty much deprive me of my music making abilities. i wouldn't be able to play guitar. and it would also hurt to play the piano.
number d. if i did punch him, i wouldn't be able to write on this blog for caleb. THAT'S RIGHT CALEB, YOU GET THE SHOUT OUT!!! WOOOHOOOOO!!!!!!
and finally thing number e. he's just not worth the trouble. i don't care anymore. don't worry though, just because i'm not the one beating him up, other fhe brothers and apartment sisters are taking care of business for me. maybe i am just a little bit satisfied, but i just wish that this mess would end, because i'm sick of the roomies talking to me about this.
but anyways, peace out, and i will write back sooner for your reading appreciation. adios me amigos!!!!

Sunday, November 18, 2007

thank you for the awards

just kidding i didn't actually win any awards. in anything. although i should really win an award for doing my reading for new testament way early. it's not even 10 and it's already done. i know that you would never see the day but it's definitely here.
sorry that i can't make it to thanksgiving in redlands. band is trying to take away my holidays but i won't let it bring me down. i'll be thinking of you julie on thanksgiving.
um, i have to say that tomorrow is going to be pretty swank. i don't have to think about my english 311 class until i try to rewrite my proposal, and then i guess that the research paper rough draft is due on the 26th. aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! so i don't have to go to class until 9 but i have to bring chocolate milk because it's a party day.
on tuesday i don't have class until 10, but i get done at 12. that really sucks because if it was a regular day then i could be done by 11. oh well. the other thing that really sucks is that i have to have a drumline sectional.
so i guess on wednesday i'm going to go and stay with my sister and chill for thanksgiving. but the thing that i'm really excited about is that when i come back on friday i'm gonna go up to salt lake with some friends and we're going to see a movie and watch them turn the lights on at temple square. that should be so awesome. i'm really excited about it.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

hhhmmm. . . what do i do now?

so um, i guess that i have a story to tell and i want to know what you all think about it. any advice would be welcome.
so last night i got a ride home. while on the ride home said driver says something along the lines of i like you. he also says something along the lines of he's sorry that he keeps making fun of me for living in iowa, the fact that i don't have a car, i don't have an ipod, or a cellular device. so at the end of ride home he asks me if i need anything and if i do to just tell him. so i proceed to get out of the car and then he says to me hey i love you and i'll see you later. so i told him i love you and i'll see you on thursday.
so what do i make of this situation. i think that he was just being a nice guy, but i don't think that he was being very serious. however, i think that he just recently got out of a relationship, but i don't want to be the booty call. i personally think that he was just kidding but i'm very curious about what you guys think on the subject. obviously i'm not very hip on the dating scene. i just don't want to wreck a cool friendship but then again, i think that this guy is all around full of awesome. any help would be great. tell me your various interpretations of the scene, and then we'll roll from there. i'll be back for comments in the next couple of days.
so i think that i'll see you sucka foos later. make it happen cap'n

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

the lone ranger revisited

holy crap that was a long post!!!!!

the lone ranger. . .

there is no specific reason why i decided to call this post the lone ranger. . .but i just liked the name. i guess that you could say that i'm toughing it out on a couch in holly and caleb's living room, but lets face it, it's a couch, and i have to register so i'm gonna spend the night here.
i have to say that this day has truly been a never ending one. it all started at the my studying for a midterm before my classes today. thankfully there was no eight am class, but i had the midterm at 10 and dance class at nine.
last night i went to a dance lab because i was under the impression that i was going to participate at dance sport this weekend, but my partner didn't show up last night, and this morning i was like, i don't really care anymore, i honestly don't really have time to do this. so i spent the whole day in a skirt because we had to dress nice for our mock competition in dance.
then i proceeded to my midterm. i think i did a lot better on this one than on the first one. it was about post structuralist and poetry. really it all boiled down to deconstructionism. no matter what though, keith johnson is my favorite teacher.
those were really the most exciting events of the school day. i then proceeded home at one and had some lunch. i then thought that i would like to do some homework, but i really didn't feel like reading about wynton marsalis and why he didn't like fusion or free jazz, and i also didn't feel like writing a new testament paper. yeah, now that i think back on it, i really might have done things different but oh well. i then took a two hour nap interrupted with phone calls for an application that i don't even know what it's for.
so it was four when i rolled out of the top bunk and i cleaned part of my room so i could find some missing papers, which i did find, but then i decided it was time for guitar class, so i took my guitar and filled my school bag with my guitar books and my binder, and my wynton marsalis books. i didn't even know that that many books actually fit into my bag. but now i am here at holly and caleb's sitting on there couch waiting for the midnight hour to roll around so that i can register for my classes.
don't worry guys, tomorrow will be just as stressfull for me. i have to meet with my english 311 teachers and discuss my wynton marsalis paper with them, and then i'm going to go home for i think around two and a half hours. then i will walk back to holly and calebs and memorize my music, and go to the game. it should be pretty swankin. i gotta peace out sucka foos but i hope you enjoyed the many events of my lone ranger post.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

the funny happenings of two days

so i have to say that within the past two days not very many funny things have happened. but thing number A. while i was walking to my new testament class i saw bonnie the spandex girl. so didn't recognize me but she was still a spandex girl. eeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thing number B. yesterday i had to take a test for church history. but i forgot to bring my id with me to my classes that day so i went home and when i took the test i had to bring my guitar with me. it was so much of a hassle that i have to recommend to anyone that they should never take a guitar with them into the testing center. you get really funny looks and you have to sit in weird places.
thing number C. while walking home tonight i passed this girl who thought that she new me and so she stopped and talked to me and i went along with it but it is truly a moment that i won't forget.
thing number D. we started our music for our new show today, but nobody brought their music so we all just made it up. it was pretty funny. the new show is something about america so i'm sure that we're going to use the yankee doodle visual so it should be excellent.
uh i think that's all that i got other than i played mariokart for an hour last night with my fhe brothers and i did a really good job, it was pretty much amazing. my fhe brothers are the only group of freshmen guys in our ward, but some of them were pretty bad at it. it reminded me of me when i first started.

Friday, September 28, 2007

the office and drumline magic

i have to say that the office season premiere is the best thing ever. kevin is my favorite in the episode. he has a lot of better lines this year. i can't wait to see what the rest of the season has for kevin. i also can't wait to see where the pam and jim go this season. all i can say is that it's going to be good.
i must encourage all of you to come and watch us at the rocky mountain show on october the 9th i think. but you should come just to watch the cymbal visuals. i guarantee that it will be something that you won't forget and it will involve visuals like slapping peoples bottoms to an atomic explosion. we have even cut some of the music we play to just do visuals. it is totally awesome. things are going well in drumline i was shunned today because i don't know how long the women's conference is. apparently i look so responsible that everyone assumes that i know everything, but i don't know. assuming is a bad thing and it makes a something out of you and me.
caleb, i'm sorry. i have already started a novel instead of waiting till november. don't hold it against me, but i'm going to continue with this novel because i think that it is going somewhere.
i gotta piece sucka foos but i'll be back on sunday.